Breathe is what I need to do for a day or two after experiencing phenomenal energy to do what needed to be done in the wake of the pandemic. I have purged large parts of my life, both personal and professional, in an effort to let go of all that no longer serves me. I am nowhere near done, but I have found the spiritual energy to keep moving on while discovering what the flow of my life really is.
For my whole life I have been told that i sleep too much. Since January when I pledged myself self care with visits to all practitioners which turned out quite well, I have been allowing myself to sleep as needed. But this week, it became clear that my total waking and sleeping patterns are changed. I no longer go to bed so early to get up so early to accomplish all I should do. Rather I am in bed by midnight, reading and relaxing after very full days. And I sleep better, with just a bathroom visit at first awakening. But then, I have continued my meditation practice and invariably fall back to sleep to around 9 am. And I have never felt better. I am no longer guilty about sleeping in. Sleep is a must for me, then meditation, and then sustenance midmorning. It is all working. I actually tried a Hulu trial to watch a drama series “Little First Everywhere” after several months ago reading the book. It felt good.
And now for at least the third day, I am purging everything from my office that is no longer part of my future plan for Empower Excellence and more. It feels so good while at the same time clarifying what I have thought out in February and March before all of this happened. I have consolidated business accounts to reflect the consolidation of the programs that are encompassed in EMPOWER CONNECT SHARE! I have met with a publishing coach, I have a meeting with my attorney to seriously pursue licensing for my networking groups and EMPOWER coaching program.
Sometimes it takes a Universal Cataclysm to subconsciously move us into consciously letting go of what no longer or may never have served us. For me, it has been a good year plus to let go of those who have betrayed me in both personal and professional manners, but I was still holding on. The pandemic was not just for my benefit, but I am benefiting from self isolation to avoid becoming sick. At this moment I am exhausted from four days of nonstop energy. It is time to breathe and begin again when the energy signals that it is time to complete the letting go and to begin my journey of the Ageless Woman of Wisdom that I am. IT IS TIME FO EMPOWER CONNECT SHARE…