Reboot and Emerge…

Lately, my computer has been slowing down, so this morning I rebooted everything, and now I know from how I have been feeling since the beginning of the year–an experience in estrangement, the launching of a co-collaboration of Ageless Women of Wisdom, the extreme focus of getting the collaboration flowing, and then the dissolution of the collaboration and beginning the company anew as a solo entrepreneur. As usual, I get through the down time, just like the computer, but the energy begins to lag, and then…

Something or someone happens into your life with hope. The computer responds, and I begin to respond. The company will make it through a few down days while I re-organize now that the fundamentals have been changed to reflect my solo management of Ageless Women of Wisdom. Not only do I begin to believe, I begin to emerge once again in Oberlin, and I begin to want to fly. The start will begin this weekend, and then I will see where my wings will take me.

Submerged, Emerging, and…

Emerging is a process, and what a lovely process it is. Just like this Dogwood which caught my eye yesterday in Oberlin on an AWE walk, its buds were submerged, hidden, for months, and now it is a glorious tree. It is a cyclical occurence happening in the Spring, the season of its beauty. People can live much of their life submerged with their family, their friends, their work, and more. Sooner or later, many, not all, emerge, and it is always a glorious occasion. So what happens after someone emerges…

That always remains to be seen…

Ageless Women Emerging…

And the older I get, the more I understand that it is NOT okay to live a life I don’t understand!

So, why have I gone on for decades always giving to everyone else but me?

And now, I am saying that this is no longer acceptable! I need to understand what it is that I am living for and who I am. More than that, I am on a mission, a life-long purpose, to help people have a better relationship with themselves and their money, and that begins with me. More than that, I am a cofounder of a collaboration to begin to see Ageless Women Emerging to identify who they as individuals are and as a sisterhood . Eventually, the collaboration will have its own mission to awaken the Wisdom of Ageless Women of all generations…But for now, I am starting today with me.

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