It may be Friday, and it may be a holiday weekend, and I may have stayed up hours past my bedtime last night, but today is today, and I know I have crossed through the barrier that was holding me outside of my vortex. It was a hard road to travel because I am an energetic person…and my energy was not attracting what I wanted to be.
And then, yesterday happened, and small things became manifested, some unexpectedly, and all have to do with money, even in small ways. And I am on the path to my energy. Things happened…
My home was paid attention to by the homeowner, and that felt good. A new faucet in the half bath to replace the dripping original…symbolic of energy leaking and now energy back in my field. The foundation was sprayed…keeping the unwelcome critters out…the energy suckers. No bugs, peace returns. Then listening to the local radio station, I was the third caller and am now in a drawing to win one of two gift certificates to Brasa Grill in Cleveland. The drive to Lyndhurst during rush hour was uneventful, and the party was family fun with “The Great Liam”! I must say that my energy was good–I looked young and vibrant, I was engaged with all, even a “hello” to my ex of 35 years. I am not being mean when I say that, even with his three wheeler Honda Gold Wing with mag wheels (Oh no!), he is a very old man with a very old scraggly beard and pot belly. He is the epitome of all Honda Gold Wing drivers I have seen–it is hard to tell them apart.
While everyone absolutely deluges the boys with toys and more, I am now very comfortable focusing on my college money deposit –I even had Liam open the card even though the concept of college is far away!
My departure signaled the bedtime for the boys, and I headed back to Oberlin about 8 with a stop at the Oberlin IGA to pick up groceries and home to do laundry. No worries about money NOW or for the future. I was up till 1 trying Nicole’s OM Organics Grapefruit Body Scrub–wonderful sleep aid!
And then this morning, it hit me!
My energy has been dragging because I have been sending duplicitous messages to the Universe!
Small business cash flow slows down when the energy is being put into new ventures, which I have been doing becoming online with Teachable. The focus disappears…
And the time is now for more focus…less work, more life!
Kurt and Nicole are dreaming big looking at another house, with an in-ground pool, in Aurora Saturday! The move may be earlier than June of 2019. That really put the energy in motion.
Should I rent in Aurora? I believe my original decision to buy is the right one–I was giving myself a Plan B and not believing that I can get the down payment together and then get approved for a mortgage. It was an easy out, and Kurt is agreeable to moving me sooner than I had planned. But that is not the answer. The ride home to Oberlin last night reinforced my reason for being in Oberlin: to truly find myself and like myself for who I am. I thought I was doing that, but I believe I am still in the process. I like Oberlin without the involvement. Leaving the Women’s Fund put me into me. I am not defined by what I am doing in the community any longer. I had lived my life in that mode since 1983; I lost my true identity then. My writing is happening through the blogs, the live Facebook schedule, and more. I was trying to fill the hole that was created through my marriage–I never knew who I was before I was going through a divorce as a single parent. I never had the time to stop and breathe. Oberlin is my breathing place!
But Aurora is the R-Evolution…family and foundation. I will be buying, and Empower Excellence with all of its parts and pieces will provide whatever I need. So it is now time to send only clear messages to The Universe that the vortex has a lot of ideas within but they all have led to the biggest deposit being made right now.
While I have plans for Sunday of this holiday weekend, it will be a weekend of journaling, which I have totally departed from. The energy was not there..
And that was all a part of my moving to Oberlin, to sit and work on me and my business looking out over a treed backyard. Sleeping better than ever, eating better than ever, and making new friendships. The foundation is being built. The family part is there with Keith, Kurt, Nicole, Liam and Kurty. Joyce and Marge and their families are part of the stifled energy. They are there but they chose not to be a part of my larger family now…Stifled. But I am no longer stifled.
The time has come for Professional Women’s Connection to GROW BIG! The time for Teachable to become BIG is happening. Now it is time for me to fit the profile I have created without any hesitation. It is time for the R-Evolution in Money and more, and it is in the process of showing itself. I am ready, I am receptive, and I am grateful!
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